I've been feeling depressed these past few days and it bothers me. I need to talk to someone like really really bad :( BUT WHO? most of my friends are having their exams and it'll be very awkward to suddenly share some things with my Singaporean friends and my cousin is nowhere to be found. I just need a friend to talk to that's all.

I seriously have no idea why really. Hmmm..... something is missing.


Nevermind that, MOVING ON!

So I've resumed working (as you know) and everything seemed slow-paced. Spent my days sharing stories with my colleagues and also told Hadi about the school there. Doing that makes me want to just continue my Aerodrome NOW! Hahahahaha but unfortunately my Aerodrome course is already set on November 1st, which means I'll be celebrating my 20th birthday there! Yipeee~ and spent Xmas there too :D which also means SALE! HOHOHOHO I'm so happy :P

So anyway, Haidy told me that his friend from Brunei DCA will be doing his Aerodrome course in Thailand for 5 MONTHS! isn't that awesome? I think it is. I mean 2 months course is too short for me really. Everything seems so freaking fast. When I did my PAT Course, open eyes close eyes open eyes close eyes I'm already back in Brunei :( So maybe if I ask my boss nicely, I'll get my Aerodrome course in Thailand instead HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. I do want to continue my course in Singapore but a change in life's perspective wouldn't hurt right? besides I need to see new things (LOL).

Anyway, my throat hurts like hell. It's almost unbearable. Ok not really, sorry I exaggerated. HAHAHAHA! but seriously it hurts, a lot. I can't swallow properly and suddenly I have no mood in eating (which is OBVIOUSLY GOOD!) which means I can now execute Operation "NO EATING" which I hope would result in a successful "cut-down" hehehehe. I believe this pain comes from the sudden shift in temperature from the hot scorching weather outside and the freezing cold environment in my bedroom and in the control tower. But seriously it hurts (majal!). So I've been drinking lots of water (not cold!) and also hot chocolate (this was just one of those silly pregnant cravings). I need....ok I actually need nothing, just need to drink lots of water. It's the dry season now in Brunei.


And my Aran is now a 2nd job Aran weeee~ (I'm talking about Maple Story by the way, you know...that game). Can't wait for the Evan job to become available on MapleSEA because it's a Magician type HEHEHEHEHEHE. Yeah I still play games so? It's not like you guys don't :)


And I miss Adam ok stop. WTH