For the record. My first week of 2010 was a wreck and NO I'm not going to talk about it :) Because I hate hating myself (even after doing it for a million times).
I had my...emm.....my (insert random number by less than 10)-th driving lesson today and met Shine and Roy. Well, Roy went out with his teacher to drive on the road so I'm left at Asohraya with Shine and this guy (but whatevs). I did extremely well today on all aspects (haaah), the side parking, reverse parking, 3-point turn and hill. Well there was a bit of pole-knocking and such, but it was a much better accomplishment, compare to how I started few weeks ago. I was almost everywhere! ahahahahaha. Hopefully I'll get my license by mid of Feb or preferably earlier than that. I'm pretty much confident with driving since mom and dad conveniently gave me freedom to drive around (to do their shopping, errands and such). So best of lucks for me! :)
Actually I'm kind of frustrated lately, eversince people around me started talking about my weight. You see, me and weight, we don't go along that well. Thanks to me losing weight, I was hospitalized, charged with anemia, had (torturing) endoscopy and colonscopy, had too many frequent transfusions, fall sick, drop in immunity level, lack of vitamins and reduction of body vitality. Awesome right? It was so awesome, even needles don't feel painful anymore. The things that happened when losing weight. You see, the reason why I purposely gain weight is because when I'm cutting my foods down, I can't think or do much activities, plus my medication needs me to eat. Because I've tried eating my medication after a brief meal of tea and crackers, I later ended throwing this yucky tasting puke which made me again, throw up twice harder and fainted. Hahaha.
But then again, I do want to lose weight. I really do. I miss it so much. It makes shopping a lot more easier. Maybe I'll just try. So who wants to join me to jog? (ahahahah like that'll ever happen). Cycling then :) So again, more lucks for me!
Ok not skinny, just a tone down :)
Haah. So that's two resolutions this year. A possible one and a not so possible one. Yay for me!
And before I go, I'm dedicating this song for _ _ M _ _ ♥ because I still love like you and will always be sickly obsessed over you.
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so that'll be a third, but we'll see how far that one goes yea?
Have you ever thought just maybe...
